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[mislay]

[ is this a joke? ]

because you like it, or because you need someone to explain it to you?

[interpersonally]

Because I what?

( oh. what the hell? he does not want to talk about nonconsensual acts, especially after spending weeks nonconsensually under Klaus' thrall. what is this and how does he get this to stop. )

That's neither for me. I think we were matched up without our knowledge. I apologize if you were expecting someone hornier. ...And nonconsenting.

[mislay]

[ oh good. he's really not in the mood to get feral about noncon anything. ]

i wasn't expecting either of those things.
besides, a lack of consent isn't something i particularly enjoy anyway.

[interpersonally]

( no, don't get feral. stefan doesn't need feral. he needs for this not to be happening. too bad )

Me neither. This link up doesn't seem to care.

[mislay]

you should probably get used to it.
this place wants you to meet people and be uncomfortable at the same time.

[ said like he's been there for eternity when, in reality, it's been a very short amount of time. ]

i'm larus, by the way. since i know your name.

[interpersonally]

I got the message at orientation. I avoided the more physical activity.

( no to casting his dick. no to making his body be one of two paintbrushes. )

It's Stefan.

[mislay]

it's a little different when you experience it firsthand.
you'll get used to it.

[ not that he's used to it. ]

[interpersonally]

What did you experience that made you uncomfortable?

[mislay]

have you ever bit anyone without wanting to?

[interpersonally]

( well, he's curious. )

What do you mean, bit?

[mislay]

put your teeth in someone else?
there's not really any other way to explain biting.

[interpersonally]

And you bit someone

[mislay]

you asked about my experiences.

[ he thinks that says enough. ]

[interpersonally]

Hard enough to draw blood?

[mislay]

like i said, this place is going to make you uncomfortable.
but yes. hard enough to draw blood.

[interpersonally]

I never said it made me uncomfortable. I'm just trying to understand what you were made to do. Is the person you bit okay?

[mislay]

[ he means it in the sense that he's the one who was uncomfortable, but anyway. ]

i don't know why they wouldn't be.
i have more control than that.

i needed blood. it wasn't really my choice, but it happened.

[interpersonally]

You needed blood

[mislay]

yes?

[interpersonally]

Do you usually need blood?

[mislay]

unfortunately.
i can't say i even remember what food tastes like now.

[interpersonally]

You can't?

[mislay]

not by choice.
which is why i prefer consent for anything.

[interpersonally]

right

[mislay]

[ he realizes it's not the best topic of conversation, but it's the truth. ]

anyway, you should be careful who you talk to about these things.