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[mislay]

[ oh good. he's really not in the mood to get feral about noncon anything. ]

i wasn't expecting either of those things.
besides, a lack of consent isn't something i particularly enjoy anyway.

[interpersonally]

( no, don't get feral. stefan doesn't need feral. he needs for this not to be happening. too bad )

Me neither. This link up doesn't seem to care.

[mislay]

you should probably get used to it.
this place wants you to meet people and be uncomfortable at the same time.

[ said like he's been there for eternity when, in reality, it's been a very short amount of time. ]

i'm larus, by the way. since i know your name.

[interpersonally]

I got the message at orientation. I avoided the more physical activity.

( no to casting his dick. no to making his body be one of two paintbrushes. )

It's Stefan.

[mislay]

it's a little different when you experience it firsthand.
you'll get used to it.

[ not that he's used to it. ]

[interpersonally]

What did you experience that made you uncomfortable?

[mislay]

have you ever bit anyone without wanting to?

[interpersonally]

( well, he's curious. )

What do you mean, bit?

[mislay]

put your teeth in someone else?
there's not really any other way to explain biting.

[interpersonally]

And you bit someone

[mislay]

you asked about my experiences.

[ he thinks that says enough. ]

[interpersonally]

Hard enough to draw blood?

[mislay]

like i said, this place is going to make you uncomfortable.
but yes. hard enough to draw blood.

[interpersonally]

I never said it made me uncomfortable. I'm just trying to understand what you were made to do. Is the person you bit okay?

[mislay]

[ he means it in the sense that he's the one who was uncomfortable, but anyway. ]

i don't know why they wouldn't be.
i have more control than that.

i needed blood. it wasn't really my choice, but it happened.

[interpersonally]

You needed blood

[mislay]

yes?

[interpersonally]

Do you usually need blood?

[mislay]

unfortunately.
i can't say i even remember what food tastes like now.

[interpersonally]

You can't?

[mislay]

not by choice.
which is why i prefer consent for anything.

[interpersonally]

right

[mislay]

[ he realizes it's not the best topic of conversation, but it's the truth. ]

anyway, you should be careful who you talk to about these things.

[interpersonally]

how so?

[mislay]

see the initial message you didn't even send me.