the circumstances between us are completely different. egil doesn't feel the same about me as he does you. so you can't use that as an excuse.
talking like that is what kills people. if you want him dead, then just continue doing as you have been. but i think he deserves more from you than that.
[ This is getting ridiculous, and frankly, Larus doesn't know how Egil can put up with this all the time. Has it always been like this. ]
you're not the only one who's hurt him. i'm no better, but i'm still going to try.
i wonder how well you know egil at all. have you even considered that what you are is good enough for him? has he ever asked you to be more than that? i can already tell you the answer.
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the circumstances between us are completely different. egil doesn't feel the same about me as he does you. so you can't use that as an excuse.
talking like that is what kills people. if you want him dead, then just continue doing as you have been. but i think he deserves more from you than that.
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i won't use that as a reason to put him in danger. you're better suited for this.
[ His chest tightens, and he doesn't respond for several minutes. ] i've given him everything i can. he deserves more than what i am.
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you're not the only one who's hurt him. i'm no better, but i'm still going to try.
i wonder how well you know egil at all. have you even considered that what you are is good enough for him? has he ever asked you to be more than that? i can already tell you the answer.