[ it seems this could be an easy and quick way to quiet him, but larus loathes to use such tactics. if anything, he just likes to listen to him. how he responds, how he breathes. how he lives. ]
I'm not lonely, [ he murmurs against his chin, fingers tracing over the muscles of his back and along the shape of his ribs. ] But I'm glad you're thinking of me.
[ because larus can never tell him how he doesn't think of anyone the moment they're gone from his life. to protect himself, inevitably, from being hurt, and the only one that remains a constant is his maker, the bastard that he'll always be. but he pushes those thoughts aside to continue touching him, thumbing idly at one of jaskier's nipples as his mouth follows the line of his throat and teases with the sharp edge of his fangs. ]
[ if jaskier is anything, he is most certainly alive. even at his lowest moments, he is always full of life, enough to share with others. even at forty-one years old ( but looking only 25 ), he has the vitality of someone who lives every day like it's his last. it's hard to shut him up, but the way larus' teeth scrape against unmarked skin, his fingers tease a hardening nipple, jaskier can't help but clench his teeth around another hiss, another curse. ]
Fuck. [ it's quietly said with a punched out breath. ] You always seem like it. I- hn didn't want to be a nosy ba-astard, but it just seems... seems like you're afraid to open yourself to others.
[ and if anyone would recognize the signs, it would be jaskier. twenty years around someone who refused to show emotion because it could be used as a weakness... well, jaskier knows for a fact that geralt of rivia may claim to be an emotionless witcher, but he is also a man who feels probably more deeply than anyone jaskier knows. perhaps aside from larus.
eventually, the teasing is starting to make him impatient, he reaches up to tangle his fingers into larus' hair and tugs. ]
[ are they really going to talk about this right now?
they probably could, grunting quietly at the pull to his hair and giving jaskier a look that says it was less about pain and more about inconvenience. it takes his mouth away from his skin, the curious thought of what he would taste like if he sank his teeth in and drew blood. he sighs and ignores it, using both hands to cup jaskier's face and tip his head so their eyes meet. ]
Do you want me to tell you how I feel? Or do you want me to make you come? [ there's an ultimatum settling in the quiet as he leans to rest their foreheads together. his voice is rough but soft. ] I'll only follow through with one.
[ at least for now. the next time they're together will be different, and that's something larus is going to have to deal with when it happens. ]
[ jaskier's features immediately morph into a pout. what a jerk! though he supposes that kind of conversation should be saved for another occasion. and jaskier is determined enough to track larus down later, if he has to. for now, he licks his lips and meets larus' stern gaze. slowly, the pout shifts into a smirk and he quickly locks his still-clothed legs around larus' hips. now, larus will be able to fully feel jaskier's ardor.
he tries to tug his head out of larus' grip, jerking forward in hopes of another kiss, or at least to bring their lips closer. ]
I want to fuck, of course. But don't think I'll forget our discussion.
[ there's another look that clearly speaks volumes about it not being a discussion, but larus really has nothing else to say to that.
at least, not while jaskier is curled around him and impossible to escape without hurting him.
larus succumbs slightly to what he wants, kissing him again but purposely keeping it slow and easy. his hands have dropped to grip jaskier's thighs, not really needing to hold him so much as balance him while he carries him in the direction of his bed. it's not as if he can miss how hard he is against him, bracing a knee on the mattress and uncurling one of his legs so he has no choice but to go down. ]
I want to know what you like. [ said as he strips out of his own shirt, freeing himself from jaskier's hold to make efficient work of the rest of his clothes. ] Start with the bare minimum.
[ he doesn't need an elaborate list immediately. ]
[ sure, he'd love to get into larus' head, try to figure out the other man and hopefully bring him some peace or joy. but jaskier has never been able to turn down a good fuck. he's pretty sure that the feel of larus against him will turn out to be one of his better rendezvous, if only because larus' cold body will prove an interesting change in the typical way men get sweaty during sex.
he watches with undisguised interest as larus removes his shirt, shifting up on his elbows to get a good look. then, while the other removes the rest, jaskier makes quick work of his own. free of the confines of his trousers, his cock stands proud, hard and a bit wet at the tip. ]
Don't treat me like glass. I want to see proof of this on my skin when we're done.
[ this part is easy for him. he's not shy and can never remember a time he ever had been, every inch of him free of scars or other blemishes and pale in the way one might expect a vampire to be. and once he's out of his clothes, larus takes a moment to watch jaskier, memorizing the shape of him in total undress before joining him on the bed.
his movements are all efficient and quick, gripping him beneath a knee to jerk jaskier towards him and onto his back. ]
I don't want to hurt you. [ but he knows there's a difference between what he's saying and what larus means. ] I need you to tell me if that happens.
[ while he speaks, he palms his thigh and purposely ignores his cock in favor of tracing a path along his navel. and then his ribs. larus isn't unaffected by their proximity or the lingering pressure of jaskier's lips against his, but he's patient. he thinks he might enjoy their time together even more if he's methodical about it. ]
[ all that pale skin and unmarked flesh is enough to momentarily take jaskier's breath away, that is, if larus' grip and tug weren't enough. he's always liked it a bit rough. the intensity of it so markedly different from how he usually approaches his bed partners. and having the memories of a night decorating his skin makes him feel more wanted and desired than any other kind of touch could. still, he recognizes how dangerous being with a potentially brutal creature like larus, and he nods, indicating that he understands exactly what larus means. with a quirk of his lips, he grins. ]
Of course, dear-heart. You will most certainly know the moment that happens.
[ and he's not lying. jaskier knows what he wants and what he likes. a touch of danger is nice, thrilling even. But outright pain is not to jaskier's taste. especially when it's the kind that does not come hand in hand with pleasure.
pleasure is what he's after now, so he arches into larus' touch, eager and willing. the avoidance of his cock almost prompts a bit of a whiny growl from him, but he withholds, because larus' slow and methodical exploration of his body is just as pleasing. the pace of it is enough to set him aflame, but he does his best to remain patient as his fingers reach out to wander across larus' features. a touch gentle and lingering, as if he's trying to memorize every detail. ]
[ there are things about this city that have changed him when it comes to intimacy, but he doesn't want to think through any of that right now, pressing into every touch that jaskier gives him. as always, his skin soaks up the warmth of it, and eventually, he might just be warm enough to feel more human the longer they're pressed together.
he sighs in response, fingers trailing over those ribs and the planes of that chest once more before larus leans down to kiss him. it's slow at first, mapping the shape of his mouth and the heat of his tongue, but he kisses him harder with each second that passes, using his teeth and sucking until there's absolutely no doubt that jaskier needs to breathe. it's something larus has to remind himself about on occasion, so he follows the slope of his chin and the curve of his throat with the hint that he could sink his fangs in at any moment.
it's always about riding that line of control, dangerous as it is.
but they haven't talked about it, and larus is hesitant to even consider it, taking his attention to jaskier's shoulder even as he reaches between them and circles the head of his cock with a fingertip to tease him. ]
[ it's the combination of larus' tough to his cock and the threat of teath against his throat that steals jaskier's breath away. his hips buck on instinct, and jaskier huffs something like a whine. he wants more, though. so much more. enough to get larus just as warm as he is.
during his previous stay in the city, jaskier remembers a more reticent larus. a seemingly young man who was less willing to indulge in touch. almost hesitant because of whatever notions he had swirling in his mind. now, the vampire seems to have no qualms with this type of intimacy, and jaskier wants to just soak it all in.
he turns his head just enough to provide larus with more skin to run his lips and teeth against, and hums low in his throat, larus' name on his tongue. ]
[ he can read the cues, knows that jaskier wants more from him than just a teasing touch or two. he wants to feel it, remember it later when they're no longer together, and it's a shockingly sweet thought, pausing only briefly to suck a mark into his skin just below his collarbone before finally taking him in-hand.
it's firm, squeezing him as he strokes, and he wonders just how close he can bring him before easing back off. how many times he could do that before it drives him crazy.
larus has the patience for it, even as hard as he is right now. yet, he slides his mouth back to jaskier's, teasing his bottom lip between his teeth as he looks at him. maybe it's something they could try some other time. ]
How do you want it? [ he asks, continuing that almost lazy pull of his cock, and he thinks, just this once, it might be nice to see jaskier's face. ]
[ larus is surprisingly skilled with his hands, with his mouth, and jaskier tries not to think about that too much. the idea of larus with anyone else leaves something dark and a bit wicked burning in his chest, even when he knows a place like this can never allow the two of them an opportunity for such a relationship. and jaskier knows he's not the kind of man who would adhere to something like that. he's always been the type to go from bed to bed, seeking as much affection and pleasure as possible. so he doesn't make any promises, doesn't say any damning words. only arches into larus' touch, almost keening at the feel of larus' fingers wrapped around him. ]
I want to see you. I want to see you as you come apart inside me.
[ he reaches up to slip his fingers into larus' hair. never pulling, simply carding through the soft strands. his chest aches with a feeling he knows too well. it's a similar feeling to what he gets when he thinks about geralt. ]
[ they're nothing if not honest with each other. larus will never make promises he can't keep, and he would never lie to him. the best he can give to jaskier is that honesty, pouring it out in the way he touches him and how he pauses to savor the fingers in his hair. just a moment, and then, he turns to press a kiss against jaskier's wrist before pulling away.
this part is always a test of patience, grateful in the end that it doesn't take long to find whatever lubricant jaskier has on-hand. it's never in short supply in this place, easing between those thighs, and working through prepping him with an efficiency that might almost be cold. he nearly has three fingers inside him before he leans forward to kiss him, nipping at his lower lip and breathing in the warmth of each exhale.
there's something intoxicating about this. he isn't sure what it is, but it warms him considerably. ]
More? [ it's asked even as he presses his fingers deeper, moving at a lazy rhythm like larus means to tease him. ]
[ being a creature who thrives in taking and receiving pleasure, jaskier makes no attempt to stifle the noises that escape him when larus nearly drives him inside with the fingers inside him. when their kiss breaks, he chases after those lips with a bob of his head, greedily wanting more of whatever larus will give him. like this, it's easy to forget where he is, but never who he's with, and jaskier pulls just a little on larus' hair in his impatience.
a stuttered breath passes his kiss-bruised lips when those seeking fingers find the place inside him that sparks flashes of white behind his eyes. hen's not above begging if he has to, but he's certain that larus won't leave him wanting for too long. ]
Mm... fuck. Yeah.
[ he shifts a leg up the bed, a thigh pressing against larus in an attempt to get him deeper. ]
[ it's easy to get lost in something like this. sometimes, just for a moment, he allows himself to really feel it all, and there's a brief second where he drowns in the rush of jaskier's heartbeat before all those sounds draw him back to the present.
he curls his fingers just slightly at jaskier's insistence and continues to push into him, fucking him with his fingers until he thinks it's more than enough. he won't hurt him, even if he does want to feel it. which larus obliges, slicking himself with one hand as he grips that thigh against him and drags him closer without even pausing to think.
all it takes is the softest breath, and he thrusts inside him.
through it all, larus doesn't say a word. he simply watches jaskier as he moves, keeping him close as his hold on him digs in hard. ]
[ the press of larus sliding into him makes breath catch in his throat, and his head tilts back and exposes the long arch of his neck. there's something so simple and easy to fall into about getting fucked, and he arches his back into it. the hard grip makes him tremble a little, but he pushes into that as well, wanting the marks to last when larus leaves him.
for someone like jaskier who falls far too fast and far too often, trying to focus on nothing but the pleasure is something of a struggle. he's too easily attuned to the way larus feels inside him. cool and hard, but with a hint of gentleness that makes something tighten in jaskier's chest. a curse makes itself known in the air between them and he quickly takes to rolling his hips to meet larus' every time the other man thrusts, a rhythm he is more than capable of matching. ]
Fuck, gods.
[ the words are a bit broken, a bit breathless, but it just demonstrates how good larus is making him feel. ]
[ he's never been particularly vocal at much of anything, not even this. but it doesn't mean he isn't there with him, shifting his hips and increasing the rocking fervor of his body every time jaskier tries to match his pace. he could do this until all jaskier is capable of doing is writhing underneath him, until he comes and larus fucks him through his orgasm. yet, he stores that thought away and eyes the length of his throat, stilling for just a moment to press his lips to skin.
fragile, he thinks. soft. the beat of his heart is loud in his ears, and to force his thoughts elsewhere, larus bites into the curve of jaskier's shoulder with the flat edge of his teeth. and with his arm hooked under a leg as his free hand slips between them, he thrusts into him harder. harder. he might very well bruise him with the intensity of it.
larus licks over the spot he's bitten, smearing his mouth along his skin to kiss him. ]
It's just me, [ he whispers, a hint of a tease there like he'd rather have the praise than some nameless gods. ]
[ the intensity of it all is almost too much. larus drives into him in just the way he likes, the way he adores. just a touch too rough without being painful. there will be indentations on his skin in the morning and that's just what he wants. the memory in bruises scattered across his body that larus is here now, with him.
his heart seems to tremble in his chest with every beat and as it picks up pace, jaskier's breath does as well. and though the tease registers vaguely in his mind, not much else exists beyond the feel of skin on skin. his own heat quickly warming larus.
when he's bitten, even though with blunt teeth, he cries out larus' name. it doesn't matter how many people he's with ( and that list is long ), he's never uttered the wrong name. always present in that particular moment, just as he is now, practically gasping each time their bodies join.
eventually, larus' movements bring him in perfect alignment and a shuddering noise leaves jaskier. as sparks flare behind his eyelids, he grips larus hard, more desperately, signaling without words how larus is quickly driving him to that all encompassing end. ]
[ it's soft. the only thing he says when they move.
there's something about this particular kind of intimacy that always leaves him unsteady, withdrawing deeper into himself even as drives jaskier into the mattress and flexes his fingers against his hip. his other hand takes hold of jaskier's cock, squeezing and stroking in rhythm, and it's so much easier to focus on this than how he feels.
he wants him to come. he wants to feel all of his warmth and soak it up so he doesn't forget this moment.
and maybe that's why he slows just enough to encourage jaskier to curl his leg around him, seating larus even deeper inside him. that's something, he thinks. the tenderness of it, how close he can be to another living person, and next time... next time, he'll keep the pace. he won't falter. but for now, he tells him to come with his hands and his mouth and the press of their foreheads when he kisses him. ]
[ it's only a slight adjustment, the lifting of his other leg, but as it forces larus deeper still, jaskier is overwhelmed. eyes widen as he chokes on a gasp, and he very nearly comes in that second. the combination of the strokes along his cock, the soft words spoken to him between their mouths, and the pressure inside him is far too much for him to handle.
his orgasm begins with an intense trembling of his limbs. jaskier's entire body seems to clamp down around larus, as though releasing him might kill him. and his mind is filled with nothing but sweet bliss, even as any words he might have for larus are stolen by the way their lips are slotted together.
too fast and too soon, he coats himself against larus' palm while his chest rises and falls with a rabbit's pace. ]
[ larus doesn't expect anything from him—whether he lasts long or not. he's not so unmoved by it all either, especially with the way he shivers and seems to cling to him, and it's how he holds onto all of him that has larus stuttering for a moment, moving with him through his orgasm and ignoring the warmth spilling between his fingers.
they are all things he'll remember later, tucking his face just beneath the curve of jaskier's jaw and pressing lips and teeth to his skin as he comes a couple sharp thrusts later. his entire body stills, not breathing and not uttering a sound, and briefly, it must feel like he's dead before he finally shudders ever so slightly and sags against him.
he slips his hand free but doesn't care to move away from him just yet, pressing in close and listening to jaskier's pulse as it begins to slow. ]
[ it takes some time for him to come down from the high that larus pushed him into, but as his heart slows and his breathing settles, his hands begin to move. slowly, they slide up larus' back, holding the other close to himself, regardless of the mess between them. he doesn't open his eyes just yet, choosing instead to simply dwell in the feeling that only results from a good fuck. he thinks he might even still feel the burn of larus moving inside him, even though he knows that's just the lingering affects of his orgasm.
humming softly in the back of his throat, one hand finds itself in larus' hair again, carding through the strands as he shifts just enough to press a kiss atop his head. ]
Hm, that was lovely.
[ more than lovely, actually, given how wrecked he sounds. it's a price he's willing to pay and he's even eager to see the marks left behind by larus' touch. ]
[ the glide of jaskier's hands are familiar in the aftermath, heavy atop him and not completely interested in moving just yet. he soaks up everything—each touch, each breath, the hint of sweat and the smell of sex. it feels like an enternity, but it's really just the seconds between the fingers in his hair and the kiss pressed to his head, eventually easing himself up and off jaskier. there's no effort to it; still, the sudden lack of warmth from being inside him is startling, immediately pushing back against him to rest his cheek against his shoulder.
larus offers his own hum in response, a quiet sound that settles in his chest. ]
I might have been too rough.
[ it's an idle comment, letting his gaze settle where it can as he looks him over. there are already some darkening bruises near his hip, and that means he'd been careless. he hadn't paid attention to how hard he was holding onto him. he'll need to be more attentive next time. ]
[ the concern he hears in larus' quiet voice, despite how idle he sounds, automatically has jaskier sitting up a bit, but not without hauling larus closer. he disregards the mess between them in exchange for pressing urgent kisses along larus' jaw. once more, his fingers card through larus' hair and he nuzzles against his cheek with his voice in a whisper.
it could be that he's reading larus all wrong, but he'd rather not chance it. ]
Oh, darling, no. No. It was wonderful. You were wonderful. I count these bruises as a blessing.
[ he doesn't need to be coddled, but the reassurances are sweet, tilting his head into the touches for a moment before pulling back to look at him. there's an understanding he must get across, resting his own hand against the side of jaskier's face as he continues to watch him. it's important that he never forget any of this, that he remembers him if he disappears. ]
I'm not worried about these. [ it's murmured between them, fingers brushing over a bruised hip. ] I just need to be careful in the future.
[ if they do this again. when they do this again. because larus is adamant about not hurting him in ways that he can't take back. ]
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I'm not lonely, [ he murmurs against his chin, fingers tracing over the muscles of his back and along the shape of his ribs. ] But I'm glad you're thinking of me.
[ because larus can never tell him how he doesn't think of anyone the moment they're gone from his life. to protect himself, inevitably, from being hurt, and the only one that remains a constant is his maker, the bastard that he'll always be. but he pushes those thoughts aside to continue touching him, thumbing idly at one of jaskier's nipples as his mouth follows the line of his throat and teases with the sharp edge of his fangs. ]
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Fuck. [ it's quietly said with a punched out breath. ] You always seem like it. I- hn didn't want to be a nosy ba-astard, but it just seems... seems like you're afraid to open yourself to others.
[ and if anyone would recognize the signs, it would be jaskier. twenty years around someone who refused to show emotion because it could be used as a weakness... well, jaskier knows for a fact that geralt of rivia may claim to be an emotionless witcher, but he is also a man who feels probably more deeply than anyone jaskier knows. perhaps aside from larus.
eventually, the teasing is starting to make him impatient, he reaches up to tangle his fingers into larus' hair and tugs. ]
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they probably could, grunting quietly at the pull to his hair and giving jaskier a look that says it was less about pain and more about inconvenience. it takes his mouth away from his skin, the curious thought of what he would taste like if he sank his teeth in and drew blood. he sighs and ignores it, using both hands to cup jaskier's face and tip his head so their eyes meet. ]
Do you want me to tell you how I feel? Or do you want me to make you come? [ there's an ultimatum settling in the quiet as he leans to rest their foreheads together. his voice is rough but soft. ] I'll only follow through with one.
[ at least for now. the next time they're together will be different, and that's something larus is going to have to deal with when it happens. ]
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he tries to tug his head out of larus' grip, jerking forward in hopes of another kiss, or at least to bring their lips closer. ]
I want to fuck, of course. But don't think I'll forget our discussion.
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at least, not while jaskier is curled around him and impossible to escape without hurting him.
larus succumbs slightly to what he wants, kissing him again but purposely keeping it slow and easy. his hands have dropped to grip jaskier's thighs, not really needing to hold him so much as balance him while he carries him in the direction of his bed. it's not as if he can miss how hard he is against him, bracing a knee on the mattress and uncurling one of his legs so he has no choice but to go down. ]
I want to know what you like. [ said as he strips out of his own shirt, freeing himself from jaskier's hold to make efficient work of the rest of his clothes. ] Start with the bare minimum.
[ he doesn't need an elaborate list immediately. ]
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he watches with undisguised interest as larus removes his shirt, shifting up on his elbows to get a good look. then, while the other removes the rest, jaskier makes quick work of his own. free of the confines of his trousers, his cock stands proud, hard and a bit wet at the tip. ]
Don't treat me like glass. I want to see proof of this on my skin when we're done.
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his movements are all efficient and quick, gripping him beneath a knee to jerk jaskier towards him and onto his back. ]
I don't want to hurt you. [ but he knows there's a difference between what he's saying and what larus means. ] I need you to tell me if that happens.
[ while he speaks, he palms his thigh and purposely ignores his cock in favor of tracing a path along his navel. and then his ribs. larus isn't unaffected by their proximity or the lingering pressure of jaskier's lips against his, but he's patient. he thinks he might enjoy their time together even more if he's methodical about it. ]
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Of course, dear-heart. You will most certainly know the moment that happens.
[ and he's not lying. jaskier knows what he wants and what he likes. a touch of danger is nice, thrilling even. But outright pain is not to jaskier's taste. especially when it's the kind that does not come hand in hand with pleasure.
pleasure is what he's after now, so he arches into larus' touch, eager and willing. the avoidance of his cock almost prompts a bit of a whiny growl from him, but he withholds, because larus' slow and methodical exploration of his body is just as pleasing. the pace of it is enough to set him aflame, but he does his best to remain patient as his fingers reach out to wander across larus' features. a touch gentle and lingering, as if he's trying to memorize every detail. ]
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he sighs in response, fingers trailing over those ribs and the planes of that chest once more before larus leans down to kiss him. it's slow at first, mapping the shape of his mouth and the heat of his tongue, but he kisses him harder with each second that passes, using his teeth and sucking until there's absolutely no doubt that jaskier needs to breathe. it's something larus has to remind himself about on occasion, so he follows the slope of his chin and the curve of his throat with the hint that he could sink his fangs in at any moment.
it's always about riding that line of control, dangerous as it is.
but they haven't talked about it, and larus is hesitant to even consider it, taking his attention to jaskier's shoulder even as he reaches between them and circles the head of his cock with a fingertip to tease him. ]
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during his previous stay in the city, jaskier remembers a more reticent larus. a seemingly young man who was less willing to indulge in touch. almost hesitant because of whatever notions he had swirling in his mind. now, the vampire seems to have no qualms with this type of intimacy, and jaskier wants to just soak it all in.
he turns his head just enough to provide larus with more skin to run his lips and teeth against, and hums low in his throat, larus' name on his tongue. ]
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it's firm, squeezing him as he strokes, and he wonders just how close he can bring him before easing back off. how many times he could do that before it drives him crazy.
larus has the patience for it, even as hard as he is right now. yet, he slides his mouth back to jaskier's, teasing his bottom lip between his teeth as he looks at him. maybe it's something they could try some other time. ]
How do you want it? [ he asks, continuing that almost lazy pull of his cock, and he thinks, just this once, it might be nice to see jaskier's face. ]
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I want to see you. I want to see you as you come apart inside me.
[ he reaches up to slip his fingers into larus' hair. never pulling, simply carding through the soft strands. his chest aches with a feeling he knows too well. it's a similar feeling to what he gets when he thinks about geralt. ]
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this part is always a test of patience, grateful in the end that it doesn't take long to find whatever lubricant jaskier has on-hand. it's never in short supply in this place, easing between those thighs, and working through prepping him with an efficiency that might almost be cold. he nearly has three fingers inside him before he leans forward to kiss him, nipping at his lower lip and breathing in the warmth of each exhale.
there's something intoxicating about this. he isn't sure what it is, but it warms him considerably. ]
More? [ it's asked even as he presses his fingers deeper, moving at a lazy rhythm like larus means to tease him. ]
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a stuttered breath passes his kiss-bruised lips when those seeking fingers find the place inside him that sparks flashes of white behind his eyes. hen's not above begging if he has to, but he's certain that larus won't leave him wanting for too long. ]
Mm... fuck. Yeah.
[ he shifts a leg up the bed, a thigh pressing against larus in an attempt to get him deeper. ]
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he curls his fingers just slightly at jaskier's insistence and continues to push into him, fucking him with his fingers until he thinks it's more than enough. he won't hurt him, even if he does want to feel it. which larus obliges, slicking himself with one hand as he grips that thigh against him and drags him closer without even pausing to think.
all it takes is the softest breath, and he thrusts inside him.
through it all, larus doesn't say a word. he simply watches jaskier as he moves, keeping him close as his hold on him digs in hard. ]
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for someone like jaskier who falls far too fast and far too often, trying to focus on nothing but the pleasure is something of a struggle. he's too easily attuned to the way larus feels inside him. cool and hard, but with a hint of gentleness that makes something tighten in jaskier's chest. a curse makes itself known in the air between them and he quickly takes to rolling his hips to meet larus' every time the other man thrusts, a rhythm he is more than capable of matching. ]
Fuck, gods.
[ the words are a bit broken, a bit breathless, but it just demonstrates how good larus is making him feel. ]
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fragile, he thinks. soft. the beat of his heart is loud in his ears, and to force his thoughts elsewhere, larus bites into the curve of jaskier's shoulder with the flat edge of his teeth. and with his arm hooked under a leg as his free hand slips between them, he thrusts into him harder. harder. he might very well bruise him with the intensity of it.
larus licks over the spot he's bitten, smearing his mouth along his skin to kiss him. ]
It's just me, [ he whispers, a hint of a tease there like he'd rather have the praise than some nameless gods. ]
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his heart seems to tremble in his chest with every beat and as it picks up pace, jaskier's breath does as well. and though the tease registers vaguely in his mind, not much else exists beyond the feel of skin on skin. his own heat quickly warming larus.
when he's bitten, even though with blunt teeth, he cries out larus' name. it doesn't matter how many people he's with ( and that list is long ), he's never uttered the wrong name. always present in that particular moment, just as he is now, practically gasping each time their bodies join.
eventually, larus' movements bring him in perfect alignment and a shuddering noise leaves jaskier. as sparks flare behind his eyelids, he grips larus hard, more desperately, signaling without words how larus is quickly driving him to that all encompassing end. ]
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[ it's soft. the only thing he says when they move.
there's something about this particular kind of intimacy that always leaves him unsteady, withdrawing deeper into himself even as drives jaskier into the mattress and flexes his fingers against his hip. his other hand takes hold of jaskier's cock, squeezing and stroking in rhythm, and it's so much easier to focus on this than how he feels.
he wants him to come. he wants to feel all of his warmth and soak it up so he doesn't forget this moment.
and maybe that's why he slows just enough to encourage jaskier to curl his leg around him, seating larus even deeper inside him. that's something, he thinks. the tenderness of it, how close he can be to another living person, and next time... next time, he'll keep the pace. he won't falter. but for now, he tells him to come with his hands and his mouth and the press of their foreheads when he kisses him. ]
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his orgasm begins with an intense trembling of his limbs. jaskier's entire body seems to clamp down around larus, as though releasing him might kill him. and his mind is filled with nothing but sweet bliss, even as any words he might have for larus are stolen by the way their lips are slotted together.
too fast and too soon, he coats himself against larus' palm while his chest rises and falls with a rabbit's pace. ]
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they are all things he'll remember later, tucking his face just beneath the curve of jaskier's jaw and pressing lips and teeth to his skin as he comes a couple sharp thrusts later. his entire body stills, not breathing and not uttering a sound, and briefly, it must feel like he's dead before he finally shudders ever so slightly and sags against him.
he slips his hand free but doesn't care to move away from him just yet, pressing in close and listening to jaskier's pulse as it begins to slow. ]
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humming softly in the back of his throat, one hand finds itself in larus' hair again, carding through the strands as he shifts just enough to press a kiss atop his head. ]
Hm, that was lovely.
[ more than lovely, actually, given how wrecked he sounds. it's a price he's willing to pay and he's even eager to see the marks left behind by larus' touch. ]
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larus offers his own hum in response, a quiet sound that settles in his chest. ]
I might have been too rough.
[ it's an idle comment, letting his gaze settle where it can as he looks him over. there are already some darkening bruises near his hip, and that means he'd been careless. he hadn't paid attention to how hard he was holding onto him. he'll need to be more attentive next time. ]
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it could be that he's reading larus all wrong, but he'd rather not chance it. ]
Oh, darling, no. No. It was wonderful. You were wonderful. I count these bruises as a blessing.
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I'm not worried about these. [ it's murmured between them, fingers brushing over a bruised hip. ] I just need to be careful in the future.
[ if they do this again. when they do this again. because larus is adamant about not hurting him in ways that he can't take back. ]
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